Two Headed Monkey on Your Shoulder

This post is dedicated to those who have struggled with the monsters known as addiction, substance abuse, alcoholism, and depression, as well as those who have lost loved ones to the various diseases. Mental health issues do not discriminate.

        Times like this I reconsider my annoyance at the fact that I feel like I am pursuing a degree to be licensed to do a job that I don’t really want to do, which makes my education feel like a waste. However, when I hear about someone who had struggled with addiction and mental health disorders throughout their lives, only to ultimately succumb to their demons, it makes me want to help those in need.

        I am currently almost done with my coursework to become a Licensed Professional Counselor (LPC) and often feel underwhelmed at the prospect of becoming a counselor, as I enjoy academic research and writing, to the point that I am considering to go for my PhD in psychology so I can pursue research. However, when I hear of a death of someone who battled either mental health or substance abuse/addiction, it strikes a chord.

        I have experienced what it is like to be active in an addiction (or two) as well as what it is like to have bouts of depression and emotional disorders. I know that I would much rather work with a counselor who has been there, experienced it, rather than trying to apply textbook learning to a real life situation. I’d rather sit across from someone with tattoos, turquoise hair, and experience, than someone in a stuffy suit, that’s for sure. Sure, I know that there are plenty of good counselors who may have not experienced first-hand what it’s like to be in the grips of a coke binge, alcoholic stupor, or sitting on the floor in the kitchen while crying. However, bringing personal experience to the counseling session is a valuable tool. So, while I may still cringe at some of my courses, such as child and adolescent or marriage counseling, I know that it will help me to get to where I want to be, wherever that is…

Robin Williams will be missed. If you or someone you know is struggling with addiction or mental health issues, there is help.