Living
with chronic conditions can be tricky, especially if the symptoms are not
constant or even consistent. Currently I live with IBS and other lower GI
issues, which I have had for almost 20 years. Sure, the symptoms are annoying
and can be severe at times, and with a family history of colon cancer,
sometimes gives me anxiety, especially during a flare up which causes me to
lose a good amount of blood (TMI?).
A more
recent condition that has been diagnosed is hypothyroidism, which is basically
my thyroid not wanting to participate in all of the responsibilities it is
usually tasked with completing. I only found that it wasn’t working when I went
in to the doctors (reluctantly) when I was in pain, living with a 5/10 on the
pain scale, with some moments being 25/10. I had back surgery about 10 years
ago for two herniated discs (laminectomy of L4-L5 and S1-S2), which at the time
I had tried to “walk off.” Yes, I can be stubborn at times. Well, after seeing
the doctor, I had to get a check up, including labs since the last time I had
been to a doctor was five years ago, when I was a student at Oregon State
University, and that was just for birth control (Mirena, which I highly
recommend), so no labs were done. The results of my lab were good except for my
thyroid; I will be starting medication to help with managing the symptoms this
week.
I did some
research and found out that the thyroid is responsible for more than
metabolism, but also plays a role in heart and digestive functions, muscle
control, brain development, and bone maintenance, as well as nerve entrapment
syndromes, fatigue, depression, and irritability (Roberts & Ladenson,
2004). These symptoms, along with my weight gain and chronic back pain, in
conjunction with living in a place that challenges my sanity all combine for a
miserable existence, which are exacerbated by the hot weather associated with
living in West Texas.
However, we are taking steps to change what we
can...moving to another state, taking medication, trying to stress less and get
more sleep, as well as keeping active when my body allows and attending physical therapy a few times per week. It’s hard to
separate chronic illness symptoms from personality, but I know that I am
capable of being happy, and I know that with some conscious changes, I can
regain that feeling.
Reference
Roberts, C. & Ladenson, P.
(2004). Hypothyroidism. The Lancet, 363(9411),
793-803.
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